Friday, October 28, 2005

Unperfect Curse

Well i think that's not me either. sigh well what'd do you know, here i am in my last day of ... my life... hiks... ok silly not. it my last day of exam in my s2. can you believe that yesterday is one of my greatest efforts just to come to jwc. from 8.15 to 9 sharp, i go to my clients to install silly win xp and office 2003 (they're licenced you know) by motorbike with Lukas to Banten. what a horrible polutions. ckckckck that's is truly indonesian environment. hahaha

and then with silly washy preparition, we install them. it took all day long just to install 4 pc with only 2 cd. at about 3, i help the IT staff to make sure all's run well. hmm so many complaining, but most of them is because they didn't have the specific driver for xp. The pc sometimes lagging or restart it self. humm the IT staff is not too helpfull to. Hmm my expectation as an IT staff is
1. know where the cd driver are...
2. know where to look the piracy copy or at least download it
3. know where the pc to install it...

and that IT staff from binus at my age. sigh some disappointing remarks from me. i hope he learn the lesson i give inplicitly. hehehe *evil laugh*

so after that the super duper heavy rain comes. hikshiks i love rain only when i'm at house and see it from the windows or when i'm going sleeping. so many IF THEN ELSE. then my friends motorbike's tire is flat out. what a day. so finally we got on the bike around 5. then race through the rain with spike ice wind and natural blasphemy tornado. okay that's a bit exaggerate but you know what's i mean. then somewhere after banten, the motor broke down. hiks perhaps because we ran through a heavy pond of water. many of the motor bike broke down too. but luckily the motor is up and running again. then race to the jwc again. exactly 6.30 i stop by in the jwc. sigh what a day. well an unperfect curse from hell is a great blessing from heaven

so now about 3 more day from my holiday. from 3 to 8 november i will take a long break. humm time to do some programming again. hahaha.... well let see i'm being recommended to go to puncak. well i guess it's ok. plenty of time to stare the empy walls, the bright shine laptop of mine, lot's of comic and wondering why god created me so perfect.... ckckck wiewienism again.

Ah losses. so many losses but try not to think about it. i can see one of my friends is being "pdkt" by a girls. hahaha he never really admit it. shessshhh why don't you asked her. it is really too obvious when a girl asking you EVERY weekend to meet you and kind of dissapointing when you bring a friend (for example me, the natural bugger) to your illegal date. "do you really on love with me?" say the man. "hahaha of course.... i do, you silly. stupid me for answering stupid question" says the woman. and when i told him about this, he think that's a comedy romance. well friends it's actually a thriller romance. and the hearts almost stop. So keeps the head and heart up and open, ok ?

and what do you know on of my friends in college (and in thesis) is having a girlfriend too. hahaha good for him. i always think him as good a programmer and luckily a good human being too. hahaha just jooking. happy for him, one day i shall ask for a treat ok?. humm i hope he read this blog.

well in this rainy season glad to see something is shining. i like to watch other people. and i'm glad that on of my friends can stand by her feet now. i always worry and sometimes being too good is not a good thing, right? I think you deserve a compliment. sorry for the time i cannot be with you. sigh sometime i believe that i shouldn't be here, in the legal prison of office, and should be beside you. ckckck

stop seeing your smile
stop hearing your voice
stop talking with you
if that what it takes to not stop loving you
forever in thinking

byebye blog, got to do my errants

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